Saturday, September 25, 2004

Why Do I Love Him?

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Love Stories : Why Do I Love Him?
Contributed by babyanne (Edited by blue_kuko)
Thursday, September 23, 2004 @ 10:48:31 PM

Why do I love him?

Tough question. I don't even know how or where to begin. I'm not sure if I could possibly find the right words to express what or how much I feel for him, let alone explain why I love him. I don't believe the English language has all the words I would need.

Why do I love him?

I guess I just do. I love him just because. I love him just because that's the most natural and possible thing to do.

I love him.

I love him because he's the most incredible, wonderful, amazing and fantastic guy I have ever known in my entire life. I love him because he's sweet, charming, smart, witty, and has a great sense of humor. I love him because he's so cool he's hot.

I love him because he makes me smile. I love him because he makes me laugh. I love him because he makes me happy. I love him because he's the one and only guy who has ever made it through my wall and seen right through my mask. I love him because he accepts the real me, imperfections and all, and still appreciates me for who I am.

I love him for being my friend. I love him because I could be whatever I want to be in front of him. I love him because we could talk about anything and everything under the sun.

I love him because I feel safe when I am with him. I love him because we are comfortable with each other. I love him for giving me a helping hand when I had to pick myself up, but couldn't. I love him for offering his shoulder for me to lean on to when I had to be strong, but wasn't.

I love him for telling me not to drink too much alcohol, then pretending to be mad at me when I did drink too much. I love him for telling me not to stay up too late at night because it wasn't good for my health. I love him for texting and sending me sweet and mushy messages. I love him for those times when he would call or text me just when I was thinking of calling or texting him, when I was feeling down, or when I was missing him, like he has gone psychic all of a sudden.

I love him for the kilig moments we had. I love him for always making me feel better, about myself and life in general. I love him for making me feel special. I love him for making me feel loved. But most of all, I love him for making me feel. I love him for making me realize that I am capable of feeling this way and this much for someone. I love him for making me feel alive.

So, why do I love him?

I love him because he's all of these and more. So much more. I love him because he's everything. He's everything...but mine.

Facing the Truth

Benta naman nitong quiz. Downloading massive amounts of porn daw ako. Must have mistaken me for someone else (you guys know who I'm talking about). Quiet & shy raw. Sa crush ko pa siguro shy ako, pero never quiet. hahaha Pero shet. Purpose in life is searching for the truth. If only Sir Maochi can see this. hahaha Speaking of Philo, I hope our test on Monday would be easy, or at least manageable. Got to redeem myself from that stupid mistake I made in the 1st exam.

Monday, September 20, 2004


'Di ko nais ang makalimutan ka.
Alam kong naiintindihan mo ako.
'Di ko inakalang ganoon ka pala naaapektuhan sa nangyayari sa atin.
Pasensya na. Pasensya na. Pasensya na.

H'wag ka nang malungkot, mahal.
'Di kaya ng puso ko'ng marinig ang iyong mga hikbi.
Sana mahimbing ang iyong pagkakahimlay ngayong gabi.
Ako'y nasa iyong tabi, kahit sa panaginip lamang.

Panatag ang aking loob na magiging mabuti ang lahat para sa ating dalawa.
Tahan na, mahal ko. H'wag ka nang mangamba.
Kaya natin ito. Nakayanan na natin dati, 'di ba?
Mag-iingat ka lagi, mahal. Lagi kitang ipinagdarasal.

Sa bilang ng tatlo tayo magtatapos. Hanggang dito na lang.


Sunday, September 19, 2004

Foxy Lady

You are the fox.

Saint Exupery's 'The Little Prince' Quiz.
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Small Talk

A question
An answer
Another question
A nod
A shrug


A sigh.

Left hanging on a cloud of rain.

Mayakap lamang kita, masasabi ko na ang lahat.

Sunday, September 12, 2004


I've been busting my ass to make up for the F's I've been collecting this semester, but somehow, my best just isn't good enough. It's like everything I do is half-baked. I feel so mediocre. Ever since I got into college, I've been feeling like this. Everything I do seems to not work for me. Yes, I know grades aren't everything... But come on. With all the effort I'm giving, this is ALL I get afterwards?!? Somehow the finished product undermines the satisfaction I get for having prepared well. I really hate this.

I'm not happy anymore.


You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went inside and bled silver blood.. For her misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve (Christian) and Pandora (Greek). The Unicorn is associated with the concept of innocence, the number 3, and the element of water. Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious individual. You are drawn to new things and become fascinated with ideas you've never come in contact with before. Some people may say you are too nosey, but it's only because you like getting to the bottom of things and solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to have because they are inquisitive.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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The Lost Soul

The Lost Soul

The Lost Soul

What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit with your friends & value everyone freidnship you have. You're a real people person & everyone loves how friendly you are. You're good with encouraging people but usually don't like to be the center of attention. You are a social butterfly & probably are in several circles of friends but it's just because you're well liked & you make people comfortable. You're both fun & wise but you are very realistic about life.

What season are you? (pics)
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004

A Quotation

It was all a dream, nothing more.

-- Aragorn to Arwen from 'LOTR: The Two Towers'

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Pure Daw?


Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure Angels always appear when a child is born, when a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold wings. Pure angels are the carriers of God, & show their love to everyone in the world.

What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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Saturday, September 04, 2004

Another Question

This is the 3rd question I've posted on this blog. The 1st one was the one a lot of people commented on (which I don't wanna bring up again. hehe), & the last one was 'What is the center of your life?'. Here's another question asked by my Philosophy teacher:

When was the last time you
truly felt that you existed?

A kid in my first area in San Mateo died yesterday. His name was Elmer. He was only 11 years old.

Translation: Death exists. I am alive. I am mortal.

This should make me feel that I exist... but how come I don't?

I need to get my head checked.

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Ako, Ikaw -- Sa Pasko

Nag-aalala ako sa 'yo, mahal ko.

Sobra ka na ba'ng nagpapakalunod sa ginagawa mo?

Sana hindi mo tinatakasan ang katotohanang kailangan nating harapin.

Ako, aaminin ko, hindi ko na alam ang ginagawa ko. Parang walang nangyayari. Pero pakiramdam ko na AKO ang walang ginagawa.

AKO na nagpasimuno ng lahat ng ito.

AKO na may kasalanan sa lahat ng paghihirap natin ngayon.

Ang daming beses na'ng nagdaan na gusto ko nang bumigay, na gusto ko nang sumuko dahil sa hirap at sakit na nararanasan ko.Pero tuwing nangyayari ito, pumapasok ka lagi sa isip ko.

IKAW na sumama sa akin.

IKAW na pinagbigyan ako.

IKAW na naghihirap din ngayon at nagtitiis.

Dahil dito, nagsisilbi kang inspirasyon para sa akin na kayanin ito.

Sana Pasko na...

Salamat sa mapang-unawa at mapagbigay mong puso.

Moonlight Moments

Moonlight hugs
Moonlight kisses
Moonlight serenades
Moonlight slow-dances
Moonlight strolls
Moonlight glances
Moonlight nights
Moonlight eyes
Moonlight hellos
Moonlight goodbyes

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Happy MM Anniversary Ü

Exactly a year ago today, I cried over someone I was beginning to like.

Shortly after that, I realized how stupid I was to even think that that person was "crushable."

You might be wondering why I would still remember this incident when it was stupid anyway.

Well, it wasn't the person I cried for that I remembered, nor was it because I was stupid.

I remembered because
somebody skipped lunch that day
just to comfort me.Ü

And the place we went to was to be remembered as "the scene of the crime." Ü

Anyway... Going back to reality...

I got this quotation from the ACIL Logbook from 2 years ago: "Love is permanent, especially when it is genuine love."

It kind of answered my question of whether it is possible to stop loving someone or not. If we're talking about genuine love, then NO, it's quite impossible. But if we're talking about being IN love, then yes, HOPEFULLY, 'loving' can stop.

It gives me comfort to know that I can come home to you.

Of Moonbeams & Dreams

The Moon Card

You are the Moon card. Entering the Moon we enter the intuitive and psychic realms. This is the stuff dreams are made on. And like dreams the imagery we find here may inspire us or torment us. Understanding the moon requires looking within. Our own bodily rhythms are echoed in this luminary that circles the earth every month and reflects the sun in its progress. Listening to those rhythms may produce visions and lead you towards insight. The Moon is a force that has legends attached to it. It carries with it both romance and insanity. Moonlight reveals itself as an illusion and it is only those willing to work with the force of dreams that are able to withstand this reflective light. Image from: Stevee Postman.

Which Tarot Card Are You?
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