Johari Yllana

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Chinky+Ü

The Guru

"How do I find true love? By doing it, as 1st Reading from James: what is faith without work. If you say you love another person, but you do not show it, it is useless. If you say you care about workers and their plight, but do not concretely act on it, you are then a liar. Love is about doing and expressing it in action. St. Ignatius said that love ought to find expression more in deeds than in words. It means that love should be spent to save it." ~ Fr. Jboy Gonzales, SJ

Oo na, adik na 'ko!

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

Usapang Pag-ibig

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Tulog na, Mahal ko...

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front. Shy and private, you yearn for security. You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

I am a dreamer.

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Bulaga!

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

I am not scary.

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

How reassuring. hahahaha lintik benta!

I Believe!

You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion. Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu.. Your convictions are strong and unwavering. You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

Affection is Air

Your Birthdate: February 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense. You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends. Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone. Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive. Your strength: Your universal compassion Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings Your power color: Mauve Your power symbol: Butterfly Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Flashback

An excerpt from my entry posted last September 4, 2005:

"It's been a long time since I felt peace within me. Now that I think about it, I don't think I've ever felt peace within me. There's always something to worry about, something to be angry about, something to be sad about. Maybe it's impossible for a person to find absolute peace within himself until he actually dies. (Don't worry, I won't kill myself over this. hahaha) I think the closest any person would ever get to inner peace is the feeling of relief, which is sadly, fleeting. Still, I am thankful for the fleeting feeling of relief, because its absence teaches me how to hope."

I can't believe I'm quoting myself. VANITY!

Eunuch Ako?!? *faints*

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Para Kay Bodi

Sa palagay ko, kaya tayo naguguluhan sa mga tanong na ganyan (i.e. figuring out women/men) dahil may inaasahan tayo mula sa kanila (expectations, ba?). You like someone, and you cannot help but picutre an ideal situation for the two of you. That's probably why we get disappointed or confused when they 'act weird' because of these hopes and fantasies we create in our minds.

To put it in an objective point of view, take a look at our friends of the opposite sex. Do you find yourself asking those questions whenever you are with your girl-friends? Hindi, 'di ba? That's because you don't expect or hope for anything more than that genuine friendship that you have.

I guess that is the beauty of falling in love with your best friend, because you don't really have to go through the guessing game. You already know what makes her laugh, what makes her cry, and how she wants to be loved.

Am I making sense to you? I hope I am. hehe But don't think that what you're doing is wrong, or perverted or whatever. Normal lang 'yan. It's a phase that we all go through. :)

Trial Tests Before My Actual Tests

You are a Black Coffee

At your best, you are: low maintenance, friendly, and adaptable At your worst, you are: cheap and angsty You drink coffee when: you can get your hands on it Your caffeine addiction level: high

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

You Are Karamel Sutra

Plain on the outside, but once someone gets in, they're stuck

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting. You focus on living a quality life. You're not easily impressed with novelty. Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 66% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Kissing Purity Test

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Career Option Revision?

You scored as Theater. You should be a Theater major! Like a bohemian actress, you are seasoned and confident and not afraid to express yourself! Linguistics 100% Theater 100% Anthropology 100% Sociology 100% Philosophy 92% Psychology 83% Dance 75% Journalism 75% English 67% Engineering 58% Art 50% Mathematics 50% Biology 50% Chemistry 17% What is your Perfect Major? created with QuizFarm.com

Did I?

Your 2005 Song Is

Since You've Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson "But since you've been gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so moving on" In 2005, you moved on.

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

Pit Stop

Hindi ako nakapag-comment sa year in review ko. Hindi ko muna maatupag yung reflection ko on my immersion kasi medyo sabaw ang utak ko dahil sa sipon (yak!).

Napansin ko lang na puro mga summaries lang ang pinopost ko rito sa blog ko over the past year. Kung hindi naman yon, puro naman ang-tagal-ko-nang-hindi-nagsusulat-ng-matino-dito posts. Or puro pictures naman. Hay. Ewan ko. Walang panahon. Laging may ginagawa o kailangang alalahanin.

Naiinis pa rin ako hanggang ngayon, kasi gusto kong manahimik at maglaan ng panahon para pag-isipan ang mga dapat kong pag-isipan ngayong malapit na akong magtapos sa pag-aaral. Ano ba talaga ang gusto kong mangyari sa buhay ko? Magtuturo ba talaga ako? Mag-co-corporate ba ako (Please, Lord, huwag.)? Sasali ba ako sa JVP? Kukuha na ba ako ng M.A.? Magbabakasyon ba muna ako? Tutulong ba ako sa family business? Magmamadre ba ako? (Yes, napag-iisipan ko rin 'yan.)

Syempre hindi lang yan kinabukasan ko ang pinag-iisipan ko. Pati yung mga magulang ko na unti-unti nang tinatamaan ng mga sakit. Ano na ang mangyayari pag biglang may mawala sa kanila? Paano kaming magkakapatid? Paano ang negosyo? Si kuya, wala pa ring trabaho. Anong mangyayari sa kanya? Ang nakababata kong kapatid, na madalas pasaway at gastador, anong mangyayari sa kinabukasan nya?

At si Mahal. Ano'ng mangyayari 'pag balik n'ya? (Hanggang d'yan na lang muna ang tanong tungkol sa kanya.)

At ang pinakaimportante pero laging naisasantabi: si Lord. Kailan kaya ako makakabalik sa Kanya? Kailan ko tatanggalin ang poot at katigasan ng ulo ko para matanggap ko Siyang muli sa buhay ko? Handa ba akong tanggapin Siya ngayong Kapaskuhan?

Ang bilis-bilis ng mga pangyayari. Sana makapagnilay-nilay ako nang kaunti ngayong bakasyon.

Pero bago ang lahat, party muna! Woohoo!!! Sana dumating na ang mga tao! hehe!Ü

A Short Word From Our Sponsors

I know, I know, sabi ko sa last entry ko I'll be posting my 'reflections' on my Immersion. I still need more quiet time to finish it kaya I'm postponing it until after classes are done. (Our last day is on Wednesday pa. Arrgh.)

For now, ito na muna. Natuwa kasi ako sa idea na 'to. Got it from Bits's blog:

Take the first sentence (or two) from the first post of each month of 2005. That's your year in review.Ü

Jan: THE DISTANCE
Feb: Birth Data for Denise:
Mar: BaliKatTanDate: 28 January 2005; Model: Kat; Venue: ACIL Room
*no entries for April*
May: Bantay
June: Schedule for this coming semester:
July: It's been a loooong while since I poured in my thoughts here.
Aug: This was my Friendster Horoscope from July 30:
Sept: First time ko'ng mag-overnight sa bahay ng kaibigan last Friday night.
Oct: I am a mere spectator
Nov: What I've accomplished so far since October 14 (last day of exams), in no particular order:
Dec: Halos isang buwan din akong hindi nagsulat dito.

Updates

Halos isang buwan din akong hindi nagsulat dito. Bakit? Nakita n'yo naman ang schedule ko di ba? Pero kahit na mahahaba ang breaks ko, nakakain din dahil sa dami ng ginagawa: field work for thesis, ACIL Caroling practices, at ACIL Week activities. Siguro mabuting ilista ko na lang muna kung anu-ano ang mga nagawa ko over the past weeks. Sa tingin ko may mga nakalimutan na ako, pero susubukan kong tandaan.

1. Nanood ng 'Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire' at 'Prime' with my family
2. Nakapagpasa ng papel para sa Theology
3. Naging 'alipin' ng klase (class beadle) sa Theology
4. Tumugtog ng bamboo instruments sa Philippine Music class (e.g. tongatong, bungkaka, pateteg, kubing, saggeypo)
5. Nag-commute papuntang Batasan para sa thesis (dalawang beses na)
6. Nag-attend (at sana patuloy pa) sa caroling practices (na dating hindi ko magawa)
7. Kumanta sa harapan ng ACIL alumni sa College Chapel (dalawang beses)
8. Nag-IC kay Ma'am Rina ng CMO nang dalawang oras
9. Sumali sa 8-Day Retreat for Seniors na gaganapin sa Marso (pero hindi pa ako pinapayagan)
10. Pumunta ng Marikina kasama si TJ at napadpad ng Blue Wave Marikina para kumain ng pananghalian at mag-Starbucks (sa uulitin!Ü)
11. Nag-make-up class ng Sabado ng umaga (Pol Sci)
12. Nag-breakdown pagkatapos pa lang ng dalawang linggo sa eskwelahan
13. Nagpa-photocopy kay Ate Alma ng wroth P1,392.00 (!) para sa thesis
14. Nag-immersion sa Pangarap Foundation (Pasay-Taft) nitong nakaraang weekend

Kwento tungkol sa immersion sa susunod na entry. Abangan.

576: Lintik na numero ka.

Monday
830-930AM Politics & Governance
330-430PM A Theology of the Catholic Social Vision
430-730PM Training Administration Design

Tuesday & Thursday
12-130PM Research in Psychology II
430-6PM Philosophy of Religion
6-730PM Philippine Music & Culture

Wednesday & Friday
830-930AM Politics & Governance
330-430PM A Theology of the Catholic Social Vision


There's something wrong with this schedule.

Can you enumerate ALL of them?